Live Life

“ Whats the point in living this life? Is there meaning at all in living life ? “ these are questions which everyone have thought in some point of their life.

Belive me these are tougher questions.. even the greats didn’t answer, if at all they answered, it was either to satisfy their followers or bolster up their ego.

If u ask a bachelor , he’ll say “ macha, I just want to njoy life daa… I don’t care , I don’t bother about responsibilities, all I want to do is have lots of money and girls around.. that’s it “

Ask the same Question to a married man.. “ I live for my wife and children, I want to see them happy and satisfied.. I want to see my child growing up , getting a nice degree.. seeing them get married and settled” will be his answer..

But folks just think ..are we here to just to make money , flirt with girls , work for wife , work for children, take care of ailing parents..??

Yeah.. these upto a certain extent gives a little meaning to life .. but if u see in a overall perspective does it?

What happens if u die now.. do u think all the dependents will also die with u… wont they live their life…? Yaa.. 1 day .. 1 week .. 1 month .. 1 year… things will gradually change and they would get used to the reality and things will happen as it used to happen..

Am illustrating this fact to make u understand .. u shouldn’t think life will stop without you.. which in turn means you should not burden urselves with all these problems and think that you are warriors and saviours .
This clearly illustrates that these things are not the one which gives meaning to our life..

Then wat is it that gives meaning to this life.. ?

Yoga teaches us to concentrate and meditate .. the idea of meditation as all of u know is to increase the concentration and focus on the present..

Why should we focus on the present… it is to experience .. yes.. experience this current state of our being…

It is the experience that will give meaning to this life…go out .. do watever u feel like… experience..do watever u always want to do … take out this burden from ur back and learn to njoy the nature, kid’s smile , puppy playing on the street .bcoz it is that which will make you content..

Remember.. The only person who can give meaning to ur life is U .. none other…so “Live Life” on ur own terms..

Super Bitches

“ She is the greatest bitch the world had ever seen “

Crazy it sounds but this is how the best bitch is picked in a program called Bitch Diaries on [V]

And belive u me.. the greatest bitch on the given day was happy ;)

I bet the girls are happier being a simple and plain bitch.

On the other day I watched this movie called “WoodStock Villa” , the heroine was a bomb and offcourse a super bitch in the movie…She thinks she is too damn smart and tries to fool around men .. she thinks shez successful in doing so , but the hero of the movie outsmarts her in the nth moment… movie was a shit but I liked the last scene..
Its so typical of the girls to act smart forgetting the fact that men can outsmart them on any given day!!!

But why am I talking all this shit about girls…knowing very well that almost 60% of my blog audience are females ;)

All Feminist folks , please read ahead .. anyways u r gonna screw me, why not read fully and then scold me ;)

I have heard girls saying that all men are same … I agree .. if gals are bitches whats wrong with guys becoming dogs...point rt ?

Am not being judgemental about gals just that these are my plain opinions sometimes .

Gals generally tend to be oppurtunists, looking out for best options around always.. which in not all false … its good but my point why all hungaama when men do the same…?

Pls don’t think that I don’t have any regards for gals… I rate bitches and prostitutes slightly higher than the GodMans around .. that’s the different topic which we’ll talk in someother post.

Just few random thoughts .. I actually don’t bother if it hurts someone..am sure it wont ;)

The Touch

“ Hey…………. Where are you going…? Don’t u have any manners or patience. How can you leave a gal in this place and go? “

Her hands outreached towards him... Given a chance he would leave her there and move forward . this is after the bitter experience he had with girls. He hated girls from bottom of his heart… period.

He had no option but to hold her and take her along. He felt for her , Her hand so delicate, her feel so unique.

“ Why should girls be dependent on guys , why cant they be normal and independent “ he taught.

“ How can a stranger till yday can order me where to go , how to proceed. Where to halt , where to see “ lost in the thought , he could have easily told her to mind her own business.But he was not able to . her innocent face .. her lit up clear eyes didn’t allow him to say that.

Suddenly there was a rainfall and she was feeling cold, they went inside a bush.. She fitted her fingers into his fingers and made herself warm.He had to keep all his emotions under check since she was innocent and didn’t know what she was doing . He managed to act sane , by then by gods grace rain stopped and he was relived to have come of that tough situation.

After that he managed to stay away from her, but he would not forget “The Touch”

Junoon - the Obsession

There were two related experiences this week , that lead me to write this blog.

While watching the first match of IPL between Royal chalengers Bangalore and Knight Riders Kolkata , I somehow found myself supporting Bangalore. I was critising any shot played by the kolkata players and praising the bangalore boys for no reason.
The player whom I used to admire the most Sourav ganguly suddenly was on the opposite side and I wanted him to get out .
I was obsessed with Bangalore and felt crasily mad when they hopelessly lost the match.

Is that bcoz Bangalore lost .. nop.. its bcoz the “I” lost , my ego lost…

Other day I went for a movie called “U me aur hum” , ajay devgan the protagonist says that our body works in “ self defense mechanism” which means that our ego or the so called “I” will drive you in crunch situations no matter what you think.
This says that when mother is drowning with her child , she will try to save her child till the nth moment. But in the end she will try to save herself by drowning the child.

What I meant here is to say that every part of us is selfish. We are all obsessed with ourselves. But we portray the picture that we are selfless, nature friendly, compassinate.

Assume the case where ur hand is poisoned and have to ampute it to save u from dying, you will do it since we are by nature selfish!!!!!

So why should we act saying that we are saints , gods, etc. etc..
I think all these words are bullshit… period.

It would be better to accept that we are animals and start living a truthful life , lets break this duality we have in us, lets show our true self to the world , atleast we would be one with the nature and not hopelessly out of it.

So its ok to be selfish, self centered.. bcoz that’s the way we have been designed, let the nature take control , let us not dictate terms to the nature by saying that we are the most precious species of this planet..

Lets accept this fact … half of our problem will be fixed, half of the solution will be known.
Lets accept that we are afterall animals and we are shamelessly obsessed with ourselves.

Surprise Surprise!

“Hey , Am getting married .. “ She said.

“That’s amazing , when is the marriage?” he asked.

“ We havent decided on the date , will inform you once confirmed , please try to make it for the marriage” she replied.

He was very happy to hear this, or was he? After all he heared all this from somone who he had loved .. not to be mistaken it was not the other way round.

His Memories went back to those days when she was the Queen of his hearts.

Her first day in the company,“Hats off to the creator, she is a absolute beauty, oh man!! is this first love!!!” “ he thought .
She was too beautiful, too delicate, but yet so strong from within.
She seem to have so many flaws but she was looked determined to face the odds.

He was never behind any girl till that point , but this was the moment , some asshole had talked about first love and all nonsense, but he never belived in it. but now its happening , he was falling in love with the girl he is seeing for the first time in his life.

Then lots of thoughts came rushing by to his head.. “how do I approach, how do I talk to her, how do I impress her, how do I show myself as special to her” questions hovered in his head.

She was put in to a different project, the task got much tougher for him.
But he was determined to impress her, he made use of very minute chance to talk to her, to make her laugh. after all the hardwork they became good friends … one day god Shovered his bliss and she was in his project.. he was over the moon, dreaming about her in the night, chatting with her in office hours.

All good things comes to a end, or atleast thats wat the fucker called fate had in store for him. One fine day he saw her talking to someone else , his heart broke or did it ?? after all ….all the one sided affairs should end in only one way……...

He moved away from her life from that point and never wanted to bother her.. infact he didn’t even want to know that he loved her.

But God had different plans. she moved to the same company as his but this time she was nursing her heart .he became her good friend again.. this time a real friend who wanted to see her happy without any selfish cause. She regained herself and he was happy.

He regained back his consious from the memories.

It was the valentines day.. and he got a special gift on his mailbox ……”her Marriage invitation. “

The Model in Me.

My first Painting

my first painting :) .. accidentally happened today when i was with my nephew and niece. took out their water colors and started painting.. came out pretty well i should say :)

Escapist at Heart

“Tommorow is a mystery, yesterday is history, today is a gift or some shit”

“Chal daa , am fuckin bored today lets go to a pub and have some fun” calls up my friend on a weekend.

“Life has become wholesale shit market daa .. fuck….managers, customers , deadlines ,nonsense females , life is totally fucked up .. I wanna booze now …chal “ says another.

What happened to all the fundas we listen , read day in day out on radio, tv, internet that boozing is bad for health, try to live in the present, today is a gift etc etc…don’t we know all these shit .. but still why do we turn deaf ears to all these and keep doing the same old stuff??

This is because all of us are escapist at heart. We live in our own fantasy world or want to live in a dream.we want to escape from all our problems and be happy, serene, satisfied. We go to movies and relax ourselves for 2 hours, go on a vacation, booze.. Am not advocating that all these are wrong but just illustrating plain facts.

We spend all our day thinking about the future and forget the present. We want our life to be as smooth as possible. As smooth as a black label whisky :)
When we are hit with a roadblock in any problem we just don’t wanna face it, instead go behind all these stuffs that make u relaxed, feel happy. But the fact is that these are just temporary doses of enjoyment, once ur body is immunized to these pleasures it requires more dosage to make u feel excited. So these pleasures eventually become habits and then turn into addiction.
Once ur addicted to the “so called “ pleasures.. these dictates terms and u loose urself, screw up ur life all together.

These are not our faults but it’s in our genes to escape from problems, even the religions talk about past life, next life etc. which is a extrapolation of the escapist attitude in us. Because we think the next life is going to be exciting we forget to live our present life.

Just remember that we have just ONE LIFE, only one. u accept it or not… u just have one.instead of cribbing about the problems and trying to escape from it . start facing the problems head on.

U know.. Facing problems are fun, its like a little inertia we have in us before we jump into the swimming pool, if u come out of it and jump in, its fun. :)

Fixing problems and taking the responsibilities are more exciting then we think . Remember the most exciting and satisfying moments of ur life.. Am sure almost 95% of it would be the ones in which u have worked hard, solved something difficult.

The more consious we are, the more happy we are.. the more happy we are ,the more happy are our loved ones.

So lets throw away this escapist from our heart, become a realist and njoy this small but precious gift called LIFE……….

The Parting Shot

Sometimes it’s hard to say goodbye but sometimes its best to say goodbye.

“Hey, its me. How are u?” Said the voice from the other side. This was not a stranger’s voice but a voice, which till that point, was embedded in his brains, in his genes, a voice that had become a part of his life.

“Oh yaa, I am fine thanks. Hope ur doing good too” was his response. There was huge pause … sometimes even silence communicates …there was nothing more to discuss, nothing more to ask, none to share.
The conversion ended.

“This relationship needs a better farewell “ was his immediate thought, after all even the worst things in life deserves a decent send-off.

“R u game for lunch on Monday” sms sent to her. “ Yeah am game” was the response.

So the time had come to get ready for the parting shot. The most difficult thing in life is to see a relationship end, that too right in front of the eyes!!

He was at his wittiest best, teasing, talking, having fun with her but on the inside he was crying, sense of loosing the prettiest thing he has ever seen or felt in life. But as they say, “all good things have to come to a end “, this one was at a juncture where it was best for both of them to move apart.

“What a beautiful pair of eyes” he told to himself, this is the closest he can ever see her in his life. His mood was torn apart from happiness and sorrow. She was in her office formals, behaving formally…. gosh…. “How can girls be so crasy and so heartless “ he thought.

Her every word was a stab inside his chest, her every smile was a blow to his heart.

She talked as thought nothing as ever happened betweeen them and he behaived likewise. This parting shot was required so that it makes her realise her fault, her shortcomings, and her attitude. This shot was required so that he wouldn’t waste day and night thinking about her.
Lunch was over and it was time to say goodbye. Mind was thinking in its own terms, heart not in control, he said “GOOD BYE”.

This was not the end but the beginning of new life, new hopes, and new destinations…

Fade to Black

What will happen once I die? Where will I go? What happens to me? Why does it happen to me ? Am I helpless to escape this monster .All this thoughts came into me at one shot which scared a shit off me and I woke up to realise that am still alive on a Monday morning.

Then came a more mature thought, am I the only one facing these tough Questions of life, if this one scares me ( a spiritualist) to the core what would be the state of mere mortals.

I tried to give Death a meaning it deserves. It’s like Rahul Dravid of Indian cricket team, which doesn’t even get the credit it deserves. Death is required to run this great team of universal cosmosis.

“Death” is a state like Birth. It’s the only truth of life. Anyone not knowing his future knows that he going to die one day. But we are so INTELLIGENT that we think we are ever lasting and ever living special being of this nature.

Death means change. Death is beautiful if embrassed properly. This sense of death teaches us the new meaning of life.how precious is our stay in here to realise, to enjoy, to give and to learn.

It’s the power that cleans our nature and keeps its fresh, removing the weeds, the old, the species that has lost its war to survive.

It paves the way for new, refreshing ideas to flow in and rejuvinates this beautiful lady called nature.

You might be thinking all is fine but what happens to me , my state , my behaivour.let me ask u simple question what happens to file which u have created after its gets deleted.does it go out of the file system..?? nop.. it stays but its not visible, its space gets freed to accomodate another file. We are also files in this great universe of file system, we get recycled every now and then.

Knowing the meaning of death teaches the value of life.

Knowing the other person is going to die someday will create more campassion in you.

Death teaches you humanity.

Instead of you living ur life like a F1 race, you will lead it as a journey in which u’ll have no burden to carry, no destination to reach but a sweet voyage to cover and experience

Death teaches you to live.

This knowledge of death will free us from the fear of little things, petty fights, hatred, jealously, strain, and stress.

Is there fun if there are no deadlines? is there excitement without climax ?? is there contentment without the end in a story?

Lets not worry about death and loose this precious moment of life. Lets keep in mind that we will die one day and should start living now. Lets be more humble, be more humane.

Ur attitude, skills,intelligence ,hopes, ignorance everthing vanishes before this one

BECAUSE ONE DAY WE ALL WILL FADE TO BLACK….

Professional == Prostitute??

I know this is a craziest topic some one can choose to write the first blog,But frankly this is what i was thinking yesterday on my wayback from office.

i was trying to draw a analogy between a prostitute and a professional, this were my analysis :-

1) A professional works for money , even a pro does it for money.
2) Customer requires 100% commitment and hardwork from both of them
3) Manager sits on top in pressure cooker scenerio in both the cases :)
4) Both slog late nights at "Office"

So tel me where is the difference?? a professional is screwed by the company before paying him the salary and the same applies to a pro.


so concluded that we are no different to them and viceversa :)