Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Split Personality Disorder

seems like there are 2 personalities.. (well just realized there are more ) in me which just appears every now and then.

One is a quiet , dedicated techi who doesnt want to interact with humans at all and all he wants to do is sit and code, learn new technologies , its seems like a perfect world in which there are only technical aspects, its interesting , its logical, its been well thought about.

the Other personality is completely opposite which puts humans a step over the machines ( read as technologies) , which thinks that human "being" is unparalled and wants to understand the social aspects , technical aspects of the mind. it doesnt want to sit in a corner and be a dumb ass . it wants to interact with a lot of people , understand or rather try to understand them.

in this struggle of this two personalities , there is another personality that has opened up itself. its a referee or a police which just inspects the situation and allows one or the other personality to experiance itself.

while doing so there is another childish personality which just says to stop bothering about all the shit inside and around and wants to freak out , party like mad, live off the edge stop thinking about the future.

well, here am trying to balance all my different part of me and trying to balance myself with all the choas here and now :)