Simple

sometimes we complicate matter beyond what is required.

when a girl /guy ditches you, all you have to do is to have a beer and party and checkout the next in line. but there is a tendency to go back think , analyse , feel desperate, sound horrible and beat up oneself.

even at workplace , when there is no hike , no appreciation, no challenges all you have to do is to throw the paper on the table and walk away, instead of feeling helpless and getting annoyed with the entire world

People don't take vacation and reasons they give is that they have a kid to take care off, loads of work and all routine stuffs and they are happy about it , not here to preach them the value of happiness. but the point is that you should be able to do things whenever you feel like. thats freedom thats called living.

People complicate life beyond the scope of life itself and feel frustrated about it but still stay with it ,as though there are no options at all. as tho' its the end of road.

all i say is , dude .. keep it simple , take it easy, take simple decisions and make right moves.

Split Personality Disorder

seems like there are 2 personalities.. (well just realized there are more ) in me which just appears every now and then.

One is a quiet , dedicated techi who doesnt want to interact with humans at all and all he wants to do is sit and code, learn new technologies , its seems like a perfect world in which there are only technical aspects, its interesting , its logical, its been well thought about.

the Other personality is completely opposite which puts humans a step over the machines ( read as technologies) , which thinks that human "being" is unparalled and wants to understand the social aspects , technical aspects of the mind. it doesnt want to sit in a corner and be a dumb ass . it wants to interact with a lot of people , understand or rather try to understand them.

in this struggle of this two personalities , there is another personality that has opened up itself. its a referee or a police which just inspects the situation and allows one or the other personality to experiance itself.

while doing so there is another childish personality which just says to stop bothering about all the shit inside and around and wants to freak out , party like mad, live off the edge stop thinking about the future.

well, here am trying to balance all my different part of me and trying to balance myself with all the choas here and now :)

Rush of Blood

Should everybody think, act, behave in a stereotyped manner all the time?

Rather its too late for me to comment on the Shiney Ahoja’s case , just that am too lazy to write a blog.

But the point remains is that why should a person be categorized by one act he has done.

Isnt it human to commit a mistake. We do it all the time , shouldn’t the society be a little logical and more forgiving.

Not considering anybody but myself , my mind doesn’t behave the same way all the time.its just too erratic at times, illogical , coming under the cloud of illusion, confusions.

Blame the hormones, blame the stress factor , blame the excitement but the fact remains is that we are perhaps just humans to feel all these thoughts which are bound to be not matching the society and its stereotype ways.

Its strange that the same society which accepts the momentary success just overall rejects the person by this momentary act of failure.

Wat else do i say it’s a just normal , just humane or rather its just Rush of Blood.